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A PILL TO MAKE YOU NUMB
Mainly a multifandom/whatever the fuck I like kind of blog. However, do expect an enormous amount of Kristin Bauer van Straten/Pam appreciation since that is what this blog is based on, mostly.

Hardcore Paric & Krislex shipper. Deeply devoted to Queen van Straten's awesomeness and madly in love with everything Kristin. I make many photomanipulations, mostly Paric for my own fangirl happiness. I also post Krislex stuff, you shouldn't take them serious: Kristin Bauer van Straten is happily married to the African musician, Abri van Straten.

I do not take any kind of bullshitting. If you don't like me, that's your own personal problem. No one forces you to react on what I post on my own blog. Haters, please kindly fuck off to the left.

I feel you close, I feel you breathe and now it’s like you’re here, you’re haunting me. You’re out of line, you’re out of sight, you’re the reason that we started this fight

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Requested by my beloved progeny
Original idea of my progeny and her awesome friend

Requested by my beloved progeny

Original idea of my progeny and her awesome friend

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Eric’s bunnies :D

Eric’s bunnies :D

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It’s like Pam’s eyes screaming “UUUUUUNBREEEEAK MYYYYY HEEEEART”

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I’m not sorry, I can’t

So, they’re slowly tearing down everything we’ve known of Paric. They’re destroying the relationship so other relationships can evolve and it is not the way. And if you’re saying Eric’s been cruel to Pam, you’re right. But clearly, there were no such problems until season four, THE END OF SEASON FOUR, where the writers were already planning out Tamela. It bothers me so much because they’re destroying three seasons of unconditional love to shove another relationship down Pam’s throat. And I think it’s disgusting.

Now I do admit that Eric right now is a douchebag, frankly I don’t even want Pam to chase after him because that’s just ridiculous. That wouldn’t be the Paric I’ve been in love for years.

I also see that Tara’s the one she can lean on now, but I can’t and I will never accept the fact that they can only do it whilst ruining basically everything Paric had.

Yes, Tara wants to help Pam, she wants her to stand up to herself and I agree, and I think it’s beautiful and finally it’s something that I can actually like in that clusterfuck relationship.

Nevertheless, the way she does it pisses me off. She’s been Pam’s progeny for a week or so, and she wants to tell her to throw her maker away? She understands nothing. Her dominance just aggravates me to no end because that’s not how you handle a person. She was being just as harsh as Eric, regardless the good intention.

Also, to refer to Rutina’s words, there’s no place for Pam-Eric-Tara in Tara’s eyes. And I can’t accept that because she’s no one compared to one hundred years, to dominate Pam and influence her into breaking away from her maker’s side. Pam’s not completely blinded, if Eric keeps acting like a brat, she will (with a huge heartache) realize herself that it’s not the Eric she loves. Not anymore.

And the fact that Tara’s basically verbally forcing her to open her eyes, just makes me sick. No matter how complex a person is, no matter how everyone needs support, you just can’t switch the roles and tell a hundred-somehow vampire to get over her former life. As a baby vamp. A few weeks old baby vamp. This is not about wisdom or experience, the ability to see that it’s not good for Pam because Tara’s never experienced that one hundred year and so she can never understand what kind of connection do Paric share, what’d they been through together. We can’t either.

For a normal human relationship, it seems like the time to wake up and let go of Eric and I’d want Pam to do that so. But let’s not forget that we - the viewers - are humans also. We don’t count in the fact that decades they’ve spent together and clinging onto Eric that much may have a reason we can’t even understand because we haven’t lived a hundred fucking years with him.

And if Tara thinks she can be the judge of Pam’s life, control her and tell her what to do regarding their relationship with her maker, for me, is unacceptable. If you love someone, you understand that there are things in their lives which they have to deal with on their own. You can’t just go and be like EY FORGET THIS PERSON BECAUSE THEY’RE BAD FOR YOU. If you love someone, you accept them with all their flaws - and Pam’s constant need for Eric, in this situation, is a flaw indeed. Forcing her to erease it is plain cruel, especially when she’s gotten hurt mere hours ago, by the person she loves most.

They are starting to make some sense with Tara/Pam, but the way, nevertheless, is still wrong. The direction is okay, the path is a complete FUCK OFF.

I can never ship these two, Tara’s been so through so much that she constantly wants to be on control and decide who’s worthy of Pam and who’s not. This. Is. Not. Unconditional. Love. The only love that could redeem my Paric, would be another legendary unconditinal love.

And this ain’t no epic love story.

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A request by my beloved, amazing, fantastic Laura. Daww how much I love this girl.
LOOK AT THIS PRETTY I CANNOT WITH. THAT’S SOME TRUE BLOOD I’D WATCH K NOW EVERYONE MAKE OUT WITH EVERYONE. Killing and fucking and laughing… *sighs*

A request by my beloved, amazing, fantastic Laura. Daww how much I love this girl.

LOOK AT THIS PRETTY I CANNOT WITH. THAT’S SOME TRUE BLOOD I’D WATCH K NOW EVERYONE MAKE OUT WITH EVERYONE. Killing and fucking and laughing… *sighs*

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Seriously, this fandom makes me laugh

So now people - apparently - are high on the topic of ‘that was a hundred years ago’ Something Krissy said during one of her latest interviews with THR

Now Tamela, calm your boner, Paric shippers, stop over-analyzing everything.

She’s human. She’s an actress. She’s trying not to spoil things and it’s a very hard job to keep in mind that there arecertain stuff you haven’t aired just yet.

So yeah, while focusing on not revealing too much with her answers, sure she wouldn’t pay much attention to the context. Kristin said that ‘it was a hundred years ago’ when Anna told her that it was weird to call Eric ‘Daddy’.

As an actress, the first thing in your mind is probably the scenes you filmed before, and on screen we did see only one of their sex scenes ‘portrayed’ (referred to) so sure when Anna mentioned it that the memories of filming it was the first thing coming to Krissy’s mind! She’s a person, a person with a lot to keep in mind and under huge pressure especially this close to the premiere!

Just because she didn’t stop to say ‘hey but they had bunch of sex after, too’ (especially because she was trying to present a point to Anna, sure she wouldn’t oppose herself with that additional information)

There’s really no need to pay this much attention to a single sentence, she didn’t flat out say: ‘yeah, they had sex once.’ It’s like two seconds, are you really freaking out/getting happy over two seconds, when for years she firmly believed and never ceased to voice that in her opinion, Paric had the steamy sex. A lot.

Even if she meant it that way, so what? You ship whatever you wanna ship, you believe whatever you wanna believe. I highly doubt that these two, extremely sexual beings who equally adored each others’ company had sex only once. Like, who are you kidding.

Calm yo tits, everyone. JFC. It’s getting ridiculous, say one ambiguous sentence and everyone loses their minds… Grow up, fandom.

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I’m standing under a white flag, can you see me, can you see me? I’m standing for everything we have, can you hear me, can you hear me?

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Treating girls like a yo-yo is a no no of a monumental kind, if playing with your string happens to be your thing

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